Dated as 19.09.2006
SG and Judy are Back! Phew Lucky They dont 'used' me too much, at least I had some space even to update my blog.
The moment I woken up from my deep sleep since last nite, I had so much hatred for Andy. Or maybe I shouldnt called it hatred cos I dont even know how or what the feeling towards him was. Im clueless about how I felt about him these days. Are we happy, or are we arent? I guess he's clueless about how he felt about me too. Ahhh Too much of negatives and disadvantages that came from him. He showed and Proved to me on how I should Judge him. Why?
Sometimes I wish I could turn back the time and just be as GOOD friends with him all along.
We r much happier then. Really. Why do feelings get mixed up between our friendship that time? Why does feelings develops during our Greatest times as BestFrens? Why does the feeling Grew Till Our friendship knot was blissfully tied forever?