AnoTher Same nite.. TOmorrOw another samE day. LiVe It Up.. DaY bY DaY.. TiLL u my GoD, take my breath away..

Life is pretty hard. Its up to ownself to make it better. All Alone. No ONe cAre. NAG NAG NAG. is dats the best.
Tired. Pains. No One Knows. Swallow it all. End.

Weeeee~~ Back again after days of not logging in and update my 'BLOG'.. its MONDAY.. FUCK the day.. i always hated Monday.. tha sickest day of all.. i love saturdays..( heheh *wink* at Andy u know why..) My week end SUCKS.. went to Geylang.. walk around .. get headaches, back at home.. cries.. FUCKinG emo.. but then... hehehe my LOvE... soothes me.. heheh My AnDy..like a music.. soothing... loving.. hahahahah.. k k enuff... mUsHy.. nanti orang cakap aku tak 'metal' lak.. hahah.. Sunday was CooL.. went over to Andy's place and ArrRRRhhH.. me streesssseeeddd.. kehrkehrkeh... his relatives were there.. but they were FUN.. COOL.. huh.. WEEeEE~~ had dinner there.. lots of spicy foods.. ggGGRrrrr.. but overall it was NICE, NEaT.. ahaks.. Well.. as for today. i worled half day. then i went for an interview.. AhaKs.. i got the JOB!! YEAH Which pays me LOTS i mean FUCKING LOTS better then what i had been getting all this while.. HmMM.. am i born lucky or i am just plainly ... hmmmm i dunno wat to say.. hahahahah but.. it seems that life is getting better each day.. i mean ... wat else do i want? i got a family by my side, got a adorable guy who love and adore me.. i got friends.. i got enemies.. HmMm.. just living it up.. and hope to accomplished my dreams.. (heheh *wink* at Andy again.. u know what rite???) BUT.. i hated andy's bike.. SHITHEAAD.. wat the hell happen man?? why is tha BIKE so fucked up?? making my baby's days harder.. hmMmM... so andy, if u r reading this.. BE COOL aight? its ur dream bike.. its just a test to see whether you really love this bike or not?? heheh *wink* *wink* nevamind... apa Pa? next year. SUZUKI 750??haahahhahah.. hope it will become a reality huh?? wish u all the best.. aahAKs... WeeeeeEEe... hmm.. i guess that should be all for today, i need some rest.. and in half an hours time.. andy is calling me.. so... Again. AISHITERU ANDY.. always.. baby.. GOT IT SHITHEAD? haha!
evil me.. 666 yeah!!! kehrkhekrekrhekhkehr BYE BYE...

You are addicted to NOTHING.

Basically, your favorite phrase is "Kiss my ass." You are cynical, negative, and annoyed. Nothing amuses you or holds your attention. You don't care for much of anything in the world, but wouldn't mind a couple extra hours of sleep. Sometimes you just don't know how to deal with all the extra, pointless crap that life throws at you. Hang in there, kiddo. ;)



What kind of Drug Addict are you?




What drug addict are you? Hmm?

- After school, you...(d) ...

Nothing. Who cares anyway?

- STOP! A CAR IS COMING! AND YOU ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET! RUN!!!

What did you just say?


- What does your report card look like?

I don't know. I ate it right when I got it.

- Have you ever done drugs before?

*giggles*


- In one word, describe yourself...

HAPPY!


- What you REALLY hate about yourself...

Everything?

- When was your mother born?

Before meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

- What time do you go to sleep?

I go to sleep whenever I can. It is the only escape.


- If you could name your little girl any of these names, it would be...

Daria.

"so all my real woman.. throw ur hands up.. all my real man.. wave your hands.. all my people who understand.. a woman's worth~~"

WeeEee... i had a very tiring day at work today.. AnDy fetched me home though.. Well... we had a minute of quality times at the staircase a while ago.. i felt like crying once he gave me that deep hug and a deep kiss.. i felt so guilty for making him feel 'unwanted' by me.. DAMN.. i am confused.. shit damn.. i really dont know what shal i do anyway... all i know is.. we are falling apart.. day by day
\m/ CHAOS \m/ Aishiteru AndY..

\m/I am In emo shit right now.. Well.. I dont Know How to put it In words.. Saw him at my carpark.. went over to say hi... He asked me lotsa shits.. " Why Neva Called wen im at work??" .. bla bla bla... And i Dont talk to him much though.. about 15mins.. I made my move.. and he sent me till my elevator arrived.. Well.. He did Kinda Feel That I am Different in a way tonite.. well. i knew it thru his questions.. DUH!! Come on.. sometimes.. i felt he just put his friends his 1st priority rather than me.. And that makes Me FUCKED UP!! Dont believe me?? Well.. after half hour later.. i called him.. and InDEED he's with his team members.. " I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE SHOULD I SAY" .... fuck it.. CHAOX.. \m/

HAhhahHAHha.. I Like These.. QuesTions To Label Me.. I guess they answered it.. khekhekeh \m/RocK oN\m/


How can I label you?
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With These Questions thouGh...

"How can I label you? "

1. What can you be seen wearing?
band shirt or tank top, lots of bracelets, maybe a tie, skater shoes or chucks.

2. best lyric?
"see, the truth is, you could slit my throat and with one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"

3. Preferred hair style?
at least shoulder length. and i like it to be pin-straight. highlights are nice.

4. pick some music...
the ramones, dead kennedys, misfits, the buzzcocks...

5. dream way of transportation?
station wagon

6. you...
smoke, drink, have lots of sex...

Now... The RomaNtic Side Of Me... Khekehkehkehkehhe .... :


What Sort of Romantic Are You?
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Now.. These QuiZ ShoweD the Emo Side of Me.. AhAks... :


How Emotional Are You?
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Name --
sLuT_Of_AnDy

Do you like music?
Who Doesnt??

Who's your favourite band/singer?
\m/MeTaLheAds\m/

What's your favourite song?
Fire OF NigHt - CaLiBan

How many CDs do you have?
Tons.. LOts

Estimate how many of those CDs are burnt --
0

Got any opinions on burning CDs?
What If I saY No???

Do you have tapes/mixtapes, too?
tapes.. yuP.. ol' skools

Have you ever been to a show?
YuP.. anyway.. wat kinda show??

If so, who did you see?
WhaT We ShouLd See

Okay, admit it. Who's the hottest singer you know?
Hottest??HAhhahHAhhaahah.....~~

How would you label/stereotype your personality?
ATTiTudE..Lots Of TheM

How would you label/stereotype the way you dress?
InteresTing.. perharps

Are those two the same?
U Guess?

Do your friends like the same kind of music as you?
NoT ALL.. AARrrrRRrGGGHHHHhHH...

you're crazy






in the mood for a bit of light cheating?
angry, crazy, determined, devious, flirty, hyper, innocent, jealous, sad, tired.

siak ah... i took this quiz.. and results showed.. im a MAN????!!!!??? khakhakhakhakhakha

Are you a boy or a girl?
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For your smile,
I'd walk for miles.

For your touch,
I'd give you so much.

For your kiss,
I'd give you sheer bliss.

For your hand,
I will always understand.

For your love,
I'd give all you can conceive of

AAAAAaaaaRRRRggGGGGGHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh.... AkU BINGIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ISh... apa sial ... DAMN DAMN DAMN... i hate it wen i am in this kinda situation.. FUCK IT SIAL... Apsal lah kau cam gini??? Aku dah makin Tak tau apa nak buat ngan kau.. KAU CAM SIAL.. BABI... BINGIT AKU... makin aku benci... aku makin sayang kat kau PUKI betul... 0104hrs...

To you i gave my everything,
Time, love, words and promises,
Love me truly and sincerely,
Lets make it happen, truly mine, My AnDy,
I love only you, please trust me on this,
never have doubts and apologises from me if there is,
Have faith in me, most of all have it on us,
Cos you, My AnDy, i chose to be with till eternity.. please give me some TRUST ..
\m/ AnDy_MaMaS \m/

Smiles on my lips
Looks oh so sweet
Laughters in my eyes
Sparkling with a slip
Words are spoken
Oh it sounded sweet
Promises were given
Sadly.. its not keep..

You appeared like an angel
No one knows you are the DeviL
As Time pass through, i got to know
All the secrets, you dont meant to show..

I'm stupid to believe
of what is ReaL
I'm stupid to fall
But now, i just keep it sealed
I'm stupid for being wise
Not Until a day i will KILL
Don't Make Me ..

Ish... aku baru received the las call from andy... hahahhahah he is PISSED cos im on the net.. DAMN.. Damn... i dont know wat to say or wat to do about this... Well he meant well.. he just dont want me to get to communicate with "some people" on the net.. heheheh sayang jugak dia kat aku nie.. But to think about it, im not at fault anyway.. But, i do respect his reason and i will cut down on being online though.. just to show him that i am not a net freak.. :P Its just that im bored.. being on the net just to get myself sleepy.. that's all.. Ok OK.. lets talk about my day.. I had a tiring and pissed day today at work... and the nite job is freaking me more by the patients.. lotsa lotsa of questions i gotta answer.. and tha questions are all STUPID ones.. GGGrRRrrR.... Damn.. once i reached home, i had a good shower.. cleaned up and here i am .. typing my shits for the day.. ahahaKs... i called up Shasa a while ago.. but damn her hp is not inuse AGAIN.. damn her.. susah betul nak bayar bill.. Oh yeah another shit.. Andy got me a computer table tonite.. YEahOoOoO.. thanks Pa.. "Aishiteru" ... love love...
So, ur last call for me is to say that ur going to sleep.. so GooD nIte DarLing.. another minute.. i am goin too... ZzzzzZzz... \m/ peace out \m/

HELP ME!!!! i tried my best.. i CANT sleep.. HahahaKs.. i logged on to MiRc.. and chatted there @ #heavymetal
I scared the guys with my spooky stories.. yup... scaries.. Oh Yeah.. i saw DaNi NosefeRatu was online in msn, and when i said hi it was his sister who replied me.. telling me that their grandma's passed away.. My Condolences to you alman..
So around 0335hrs... im zzzZZzzzzZzzz.. miss andy so much..

Its 2325hrs.. sunday, 10/11/02.. Andy baru belah dari rumah aku.. he reached here around 2105hrs.. all of us watched "Haunted Office" and right after the show.. dia belah.. hahahah.. well well.. about yesterday, he fethced me around 1400hrs and off we went to Great World City" for our lunch at Seoul Garden (hahaha.. memang kita duaorang muka tak malu.. tak puasa) then he bougth tix to Red Dragon.. punyalah lenger.. after he bought the tixs, i reminded him about our dinner invitation at Leman's place, then he had to refunded the tixs. So, from great world we went to Mandai and get his trailer and we went to pick Las and his gf up. So upon reaching rumah Leman, the first person aku nak salam is tak lain tak bukan si Lis, Punyalah anggek.. tak nak salam aku pun.. so aku pun dont give a fuck.. aku belah jer ah.. the dinner was great.. pizza and lotsa stuffs to eat.. a suprise party for Kak Su's. Its her birthday.. and the cake tasted GREAT.. hahah chocKie..hmmm.. yummy.. I saw the looks at the bitch's face.. DAmn... i felt good.. she looked pissed. HAHhHAHha.. damn damn.. aku tak nak bermusuh.. but since she wanted it this way.. im giving it to her. So after dinner.. we drove off to Great World again.. (for a movie) but turned out.. an hour or so in the arcade.. and the movie time passed. So we drove off.. Me, ANdy, Las, Rita and Lil' An. First stop, we reached Labrador park, ahahah.. we talked about history of it. bla bla bla... then we drove off till suddenly Andy stopped at West Coast Park Carpark.. chilled inside the trailer and all of us had chlling stories. hahahha.. Rita Looked freaky.. she is scared... well so am i.. hahahha then its time to sent Rita home. At about 0100hrs, we reached Bukit Timah and we played pool tilled around 0240hrs. Then I am home about 0330hrs. Andy called around 0405hrs telling me he's downstair with the guys whereas im already fast asleep. Hahahhaa... God Knows wat happen after dat.. So i actually really woke up around 1630hrs.. after an on and off of sleep for the day.. the weather was fucking great.. Cooling.. Raining all day.. Once i woke up, i called his hp... SHIT.. he never picked it up.. he must still be asleep.. So i chilled at home with my mum and dad.. we talked, joked .. bla.bla.bla. Break the fast around 1855hrs.. Damn.. its been quite a while since i had dinenr with my family.. Damn.. i have 2 jobs.. so.. wat to do.. i gotta work.. to get $$$.. Life is Hard. but we Can make it Better.. Hmmm.. i thought about the thing that Andy told me when we are at Grea World, He toled me.. one of his dream is to get our own house once we are married.. so we can have our friends chilled at our place.. HEehhHE.. Didn't expect for him to dream about getting a Condo for a place. GrRrrr.. High Hope.. ahhahahah But! If Andy and me wre to afford it.. I really dont mind about it. Well.. Condo.. expensive but.. Its our property.. hahahha Well.. I dont know if me and him can reached that goal.. Just got to work hard for it.. aint it?? 2345hrs.. hahah if he meant what he said about going home, he shoudl have reached his place by now, But he aint gonna fool me no more.. I knew he's downstair .. He just cant be away from his buddies.. FUCK.. hahahah Well. i dont really mind about it anyway.. Dats his own shits.. Who am i to care?? Well.. i guess dats all for tonite.. I wanna chilled.. ChaOx.. \m/

Its Saturday and i am at work.. pagi tadi punyer lah lengit nak bangun.. Mak Dah Memekak pun aku masih leh maintain telinga aku.. masih leh dengkur jap.. Kul 7.30 andy dah call aku suruh bangun.. dia dah nak gi kerja.. kesian dia.. Oh yeah now is 12.15pm, jap lagi aku dah nak balik .. YEAHooOOo.. baru letak fone ngan andy.. malam nak gi badok kat rumah leman.. aku nak naik motor.. dia nak drive trailer.. kan fun budak budak naik motor.. aku kena naik trailer.. boring siak.. Tak Faham ah aku ngan si buncit nie.. hahah.. nak ingatkan orang lain jer.. orang lain takda nak ingat kan kita per.. buat per nak sibuk sangat.. BINGIT.. malas ah aku nak layan..